Gethsemane

I want to stay awake
The grass is soft and cool against my face
Let me slap my cheek and pinch my arm
But my eyes are just so heavy

I want to keep watch
Leaning against this rock is comfortable and relaxing
I’ll change positions so it’s not as restful
But my body is just so tired

I want to pray
The night air is perfect for sleeping
I will keep my mind focused on you
But the temptation is just so overwhelming

I know you’re only asking for an hour
I want to comfort you in your sorrow
To stay awake, to keep watch, and to pray
But I am just so weak and so I sleep